I'm Back... And Bad...

You guys must be wondering why I have not been updating. Its simple. My life is boring again. I am so bored with my life that I have nothing to blog about. But something interesting happened recently. So, I'm back!!!

Yes ladies and gentleman, back to blogging. Well the interesting thing is that I have a new car!

Yes!

You are indeed correct...

For the people who know me, ya'll should know that I am driving this shit ass old Toyota Corona that looks like a car from the 60's. Fortunately enough, I am able to claim insurance for the car that I lost(again, if you know me well, you will know that my proton saga got stolen sometime in february this year). Therefore, a new car is mine.

"What car is it la?"

Well, its a brand new MyVi!! Yes people, settle down.

I know it's nothing much but I feel so contented and blessed to have a new car, which means...

BACK TO BEING A BAD BOY!!

You can't really do anything with a shit ass old car you see...

People tend to look at you with the "omg-look-at-the-car-he-is-driving" look...

ENOUGH!!!

Well, I will most definately treasure my newfound beauty!!

Sorry I can't post pictures of it because there is something wrong with my internet.

Until next time...

See Ya!!

(P.S. My god-sister Gerina has a new boyfriend!!)

Losing Myself..

Hi guys, its me again. Nothing much to blog about these few days due to recent events that made me grow sick of this world. Am I depressed? Honestly I do not know. I read the news everyday and I see stories of people dying. When will it be me?

Wars everywhere. People killing people. Who are we to descecrate the bosom of Mother Nature with our destruction and blood spilling? The world is slowly moving towards its own downfall and there are people who are not aware of it.

Ashes to ashes, earth to earth. From where thou come, from there thou shalt return. Everything done in this life is nothing but illusions. Why do we have to go through life if everything is just a big illusion?

Sue me for being crazy but I am just too disappointed with this world and the things that live in it called human beings.

I do not know how long will I be in this grey mode. I hope I can be my regular self again so that I can continue my mission to save the world. Soon I hope.

It Hurts...

Every drop that comes,

Cuts into my heart like a blade,

I'm falling,

Falling deep deep down under,

As I lay on my back,

A thousand images flash,

As I collapse on to the floor,

A million thoughts run through my head,

As I take in my last breathe,

The only thing I see is you,

As my eyes begin to shut,

All I see is a shadow of you,

Turning away,

Turning away from me forever,

Dark figures appear out of the blue,

Tearing at my flesh and soul,

And I begin to understand,

That this is the beginning of the end,

And this is where I will lie,

In this pool of blood,

Waiting for oblivion to claim me.

Bleeding...

You brought me up,

Just to make me fall from higher up,

You raise me up,

So I can descend faster into the pits,

Hearts are torn apart,

And mine still bleeds,

Darkness befalls this world,

Full of hate, full of greed,

And as I lay here dying,

As I lay here without you,

My world darkens into a pitless void,

One cut,

Slipping away from consciousness,

One cut,

Is all you need to solve your problems,

One cut,

Is the solution to life,

One cut.