Scream.

I woke up today.
I woke up not knowing what happened.
The monotonous drone of the fan.
I blinked.
Where am I?
Ah yes.
I'm here in this world.
Dragging on dear life.
2009 is gone.
2010 is coming.
2009 has been a disaster.
Hopes and dreams were shattered.
Love and lives were lost.
Blood and tears were shed.
It will be a year to remember,
but not a year to repeat.
It will be a year which I learned,
that life is not what it seems.
There are always things out there that we don't know.
Owh well.
Happy 2010.
Hoping that there will be more to live for this year.

Christmas.

What is it?
Do we have to celebrate it?
Is this supposed to be a celebration of joy?
A celebration of happiness?
Fuck that shit.
Whoever who told you that is a mean, fucking liar.
This is nothing but a cold season of loneliness.
When church bells ring,
People sing praises and party,
I will be here,
Alone,
Sitting in the dark,
With no one but myself for comfort.