What's this...?

What's this?
LOL.
This rather peculiar feeling.
Its like,
like....
When I try to say goodbye and I choke,
try to walk away and I stumble,
though I try to hide it, it's clear,
my world crumbles when you are not here.
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Is this it...?
Could this be...?
Stay tuned for more.
LOL.